Things have been little rough around here for the past month or so. Emotionally and physically I have just felt so burned out. Ironically, many people have asked me if I was planning on doing the ragnar relay this year. The answer for that is no. I am "scheduled" for a solo race on January 28, 2011. So far the training has included losing about 3 pounds, being nauseous and weak, eating junk food when I can think of food, trying to survive 36 hour work week, crying, praying, more crying and praying, and lots of sweet encouragement from Troy and family.
We are thrilled for this new baby. Troy admits that he doesn't think about it much and I probably wouldn't think of it as much if I didn't have a constant reminder of nausea and utter exhaustion accompanying me. Fortunately, Dr. Farias prescribed some anti-nausea medication for me, so hopefully that will help. She really is the most fabulous doctor in the world. It will be little hectic to have two kids only 20 months apart, but I think they will be great friends. Now there is the question of "do you want another boy or a girl?". For financial reasons and Saku, I think boy would be so fun; however, I do wish to have one girl and if this baby would be a girl, then I would have my one girl:)

Our little addition at 9 weeks and 4 days.
Due to the fact that I have been feeling like I am dying a slow death(OK, little dramatic, but not far from the truth), I talked with my manager and I get to start working part-time. This feels just as amazing of a blessing as the new baby. I would drive to work and feel like I had no energy to do anything, let alone take care of five patients and ensure that they would be safe and sound under my care. I would cry as I would drive to work; not because I don't like my job, but I just didn't know how I would make it through the night and do it three nights in a row.
So I will be working two nights a week or 24 hours. It feels like such a heavy load has been lifted off my shoulders.
I wanted to share the news with everyone since we are very excited and also to explain why we have been keeping a low profile when it comes to social things. I didn't have enough energy to do a birthday party for Saku and most days, I am lucky to have enough energy to shower and take care of Saku. Fortunately, this should only last few more weeks and then second trimester should give us some relief.


